Saturday, February 2, 2013

Some nights...

Some nights you go to bed upset... After a conversation that just left your feelings all paper-cut up. And he texts you the next day asking if you're ok, which you are, but at the same time you're not.

Then maybe the next night you'll be totally over whatever made you upset the night before, but of course {since you're super emotional and annoying because you're pmsing} you find some way to get offended again... So you say that you're just going to go to bed now, and goodnight. But then that isn't good enough for him. He'll ask if you're ok, and your words will say yes, but your voice says no...

Then he'll ask you to Skype for "a minute", so you'll grudgingly say ok fine. Then you get on Skype, talk for a while, and feel so bad at being a brat, and finding SUCH a deep and perfect expression of love in his words and face, that you'll just start silently crying, which just makes him cry, and you fall in love with him all over again.....

So then you're both just crying messes because you just miss each other SO, and you both know that a hug would fix your own feelings in an instant, but that just can't happen {you're more in shock from actually seeing him cry... i mean w.h.a.t?} and then you blow kisses at your screen and 15 minutes later shut your computer and just thank God that this loving man pursues your heart in the absolute best way...

You see? Even if the day brings you endless frustration and sadness, at the end of the day, the bottom line is, Love??

And the answer is always Yes.


On the other hand...
when the question is "Homework?"
the answer is always no....